I love the redwoods. They only grow in Northern California where I live and no where else in the world. I always visit them because they are my tribe, they are my friends. The sequoia are the ancient ones that hold the stories of this land within their roots. They know all the peoples who have lived here throughout time.

This redwood is over 1,600 years old and lives in the Montgomery forest on the coast. It is like an old great, great, great grandfather who is patient with his little ones, us. He waits till we listen and then he talks. He tells of the changes in the earth and all the earthquakes he has felt here on this land. He speaks of the peoples and tribes that have come and gone. He has seen many die for no reason and he witnesses our human choices and wonders why it is we are not more loving to each other.

The Redwoods are wise because the stretch up into the stars and their roots go deep into the earth. They know of the cosmos mysteries and all our history. They grow in communities where their roots are always touching each other. They often have four or five trunks growing together at their base. They share so much love as a family tree. They support each other in their roots and live in harmony together.

I have written many stories about the redwood trees because I am connected to them from my heart. I tell the redwoods when I see them that I love them and they speak to me. I don’t think I could live anywhere else because I need to be near them and yes, I admit I am a California Tree Hugger!

I found this beautiful butterfly on the path me. It is a gift of the essence of this life it offers for anyone to see and take in its preciousness. As I savor each moment I look at this butterfly it lives inside my heart and mind. It continues to give its offerings to me of beauty and also the teachings I learn from this butterfly.

I have learned that after this creature died it continues with what it has left for me to cherish. I cherish its existence and that it is – still here. It is so delicate I want to cry. It opens my heart to love to be able to hold such an amazing creature in my hands. The potency of such a small thing in the world to change my life is an awakening about death.

It is a reminder that the life we live – is all that continues when we leave – like this butterfly. Every person we have touched in our lives, every person we have hugged, every person we have looked into their eyes, into their hearts, will have an essence of who we are… the essence of who each of us is continues to live in everyone we have walked with, cried with, loved with and laughed with.

Our essence continues to love as this little butterfly shows me the power of our essence. We continue to love even when we are gone.

Quote by Hildegard von Bingen

“From my early childhood, before my bones, nerves, and veins were fully strengthened, I have always seen this vision in my soul, even to the present time, when I am more than seventy years old. …The light that I see thus is not spatial, but it is far, far brighter than a cloud that carries the sun. . . . and I call it “the reflection of the living Light”. . . and I see, hear, and know all at once, and as if in an instant I learn what I know. And what I write is what I see and hear in the vision. . . . And the words in this vision are not like words uttered by the mouth of man, but like a shimmering flame, or a cloud floating in a clear sky.” —Hildegard of Bingen, letter to Guibert of Gembloux (1175)

This incredible woman was born 1098 lived to be 81 years old passing in 1179. She is one of my greatest inspirations in my life because first of all – to live to be 81 during this time in history is quite a feat in itself.

Hildegard von Bingen is a spiritual mystic, visionary, poetess, painter, healer and composer. She is a woman who discovered herself to be a direct conduit for the Divine, she would receive her songs, words, visions, music from the Divine and allow it to flow through her as a gift for all of us. It is a miracle for me to now in 2012 be able to hear her music, read her words and see her paintings.

Hildegard is a woman who has shown me the possibilities of creation, life, divinity, brilliance, connection to Spirit, and to be a healer. She has shown me the possibilities of who I can be. She is one of the greatest inspirations of my life. Wherever you are Hildegard in the spirit world, know that I bow to you. I bow to your ever healing ways that influence my existence and so many others. I bow to you because you are an amazing woman who teaches me to also channel the Divine in the ways that are me.

This painting is created by Hildegard and for me it is a painting of the Goddess holding her people ever so lovingly in her arms. Hildegard’s vision allows me to know I am held and loved by the Goddess.

I am forever in great gratitude to you Saint Hildegard von Bingen.

I open my eyes to see waves of golden angel wings. They are bursting with bright yellow lights streaming from the heavens above. I stretch out my hands and fall to my knees in the grasses that catch my little body. My heart feels the angel songs like singing hummingbirds, so soft and gentle. Tears flow to know of love’s light shimmering from the sweet angels. We are always here they whisper.

What is the biggest spiritual moment in your life? A zen moment, a moment of connection to the Universe or a moment of ecstasy with the All That Is! What is your Ah-ha moment? A moment of great inspiration or calm knowingness? A place where you felt all is good in your heart? A moment when you lost track of all time creating a painting with wild orange and reds? Or holding your loved one in your arms? A moment when the Universe seems to let you know all is right or a great inspiration arises…

Here on the very top of Mount Tamalpias in California my heart feels this euphoria. I feel a great gratitude for being alive to see such beauty before me. I have a feeling of being…. well, “on top of the world”! I can see for hundreds of miles out into the oceans infinite blue meeting the seamless skies above. I smell the fresh sea air. I see the peoples of this land finding their ways through the day scurrying here and to there to make a good life.

I see the lakes that feed the waters for the city dwellers to quench their thirsts and wash their children. I see the hawk flying into the bright winds. I feel the warm sun on my back and the strong rock below holding me. This rock, this land holds me to live the life I live every day and I have so much gratitude to be here. To be alive and witness the beauty before me and to be a part of this wondrous world!

What is your spiritual openings that have changed your life if not just for a moments time…

A self portrait shines the one we are, the one we want to be, the one we were, or maybe who we are for just this very moment…

who we are changes, we change to know we can be more, but who we were, was also enough.

we are all of who we are at any given moment. we are enough. we are everything!

where am i, who am i…. there is a stirring in my voice that has been hidden underneath the layers of earth for seven seas have flowed over me. I remember riding a she dragon, her scales the colors of labradorite, blue green transparent layers of light between worlds. I remember the day I was born a million years ago where i was only a part of the seawater sands waiting.

i look into the rocks that were once the bottoms of the oceans waves and i know where i came from. i see the blue within the cells of the rocks essence. we are the same, we know the secrets of the she dragon’s lair. we know where they live inside the earths red rock caverns and wait for our return. to set us in our place of remembering who we really are. dare we ask to know ?

We are a part of the Matrix of all things ~ the Quantum Field ~ the God Space ~ the All That Is ~ Goddess Life Force ~ Whatever you like! When we open our Hearts, I mean really open our hearts where it hurts, there is the infinite Love and we are tapping into this Matrix of Light. It is Ecstasy and is the Creation Energy. This is the wellspring of all creativity.

Even when we are not feeling so loving or grumpy or in pain as being human is a complex endeavor, we are still affecting the matrix that we are all a part of and it affects us. When you dip your finger in consciously like this boy is, we are consciously connecting to what we would like to create. This is pretty exciting stuff! The movie “What the Bleep” is all about this magnificent opening to Quantum Physics.

This is our truest empowerment ever. That we are creators and creatresses. We can make a difference by each thought we think creates a ripple in the matrix. If everyone on the planet all at the same hour, all felt love in their hearts, this could potentially change the world. An apex of love on the entire planet for a whole day. Love and Forgiveness and Compassion for a whole week? What about a week and a little bit more? A whole year? Decade? Millenium? Now your talkin’!

(photo credit Sun Gazing)